Sunday, June 13, 2004
Also: This morning I had the most magical dream ever. I cannot put into words because it wasn't so much the events that happened in the dream, but my awareness throughout and the feeling of floating on air that I lived in for a lifetime this morning. I slept through my train stop and somehow ended up at this seaside town, I got off to switch back and floated down the street, interacting with people, but feeling so alive and happy and weightless. And I was not in a very deep sleep, so I was concious of this dream and wanted to prolong the feeling indefinitely, I wanted to see if I could fall backwards and feel it, and I did, and it was one of the most magical moments I have ever had in my life and there is no way that I can do it any sort justice, there really should not even be this attempt to try to describe it, but I want to somehow remember that it occured, to try to prolong the dream. But that never works. It vanishes as soon as you start grasping, and so what to do, I do not know.
at 6:24 PM